roller coaster.

Man, I have been a roller coaster of emotions since having our last baby. Constantly trying to find my happy, sometimes being lucky enough to be content in the moment, but mostly just after finding it sinking back into the deep hole of comparison/failure/not good enough blah-business. It takes me a solid 2 years to get my good ol' self back after having a baby, and I think it is finally coming around...just took a little longer this go around. Thankful for those few friends and my family that have been able to stick around until I got "me" back.

I had a few good "ah ha moments" last week during Conference Weekend. As I have been processing all of my thoughts, I decided there are a few simple things I would like to change. I know I have more than a few to work on, but I am hoping if I start with just 3 or 4 I won't feel overwhelmed and quit {which is what I normally do}. 

I decided to bring this blogging business back again, for 2 good solid reason. I want to always look at the positive, and be thankful. When I use to blog frequently, it made me do that. Blogging made me look at the everyday mundane stuff, and see all the good that happens to my family!

My 2nd solid reason, I love having a good place to journal. I love remembering the simple. I love having a place that I know my kids can look back on, and read how I felt about Mothering, life, them! When I started this online journal, it felt good to get it out. I am ready for that again.

So here I am, hoping to change, hoping to journal the happy.