It is amazing how in 24 hours my life as I knew it was turned upside down. As quickly as it was turned upside down it can all be put right back to where it was at. BUT now I have a new perspective, a new outlook, new ideas, new loves, and motivation that wasn't there before. All in 24 hours. Really, it is amazing.
A positive pregnancy test.
Excitement.
Tears.
Holy crap, really.
Then a negative pregnancy test.
Am I or not.
More tears.
A little bit of relief.
Plans to go to Disneyland are back on.
I'm disappointed Savannah isn't going to be a sister, but oh man when she has the chance she is goin' be excellent.
I love Paul and Savannah even more if it is even possible. Paul is so supportive, and I couldn't ask for a better half than him. He thought I might need a little pick-me-up, and brought home all my comfort foods...A bag of Salt and Vinegar chips, trolli eggs, and of course some baked goods. =) How can I possibly be sad when I have the two BEST things right here in front of me?! When the time is right we will be excited, and we'll spoil baby like crazy...until then I have to get to spoilin' Savannah and Paul with my hugs and kisses!
7 comments:
Hey don't forget - a positive is rarely wrong, but a negative often is in the beginning. Wait a few days and try again! Either that or it's an early m/c. But don't give up yet....
Hey, you know my saying.. nothing that a little salt and vinegar chips can't fix! seriously, I can eat bags of those. You are so cute!
Hmmmm, ya you can get a false negative but not a false positive... Good luck! You are SO cute, I'm sure Savannah would be an excellent big sister!
(((hugs)))
As we learned the hard way...YOU CAN GET A FALSE POSITIVE :) lol. good times...i love you.
Love you guys! XOXO
WHAT!?!?!?!? Where was my phone call? Am I too involved in myself? Yes, I am sorry. Keep me updated for when it happens!
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