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Sunday, March 7, 2010

depressed.

I would consider myself an extremely happy person.
I am sensitive, and I cry...but still I tend to have a positive attitude.
I am not myself right now.
I read through my posts this past week,
and although they are all how I feel...I don't like it.
I like being a positive, upbeat person.
I don't like negativity, especially out of my own person.

I've decided I can't update my blog anymore.
I need to take a break before Vin comes.
I joke about how I might be going crazy,
but right now I feel like I have already gone crazy.
Really.

On that note.
I love all ya'll.
Thank you for the e-mails, comments, and phone calls to make sure that I'm holding up. I am...barely...but I am holding up. Paul tells me I'm a broken record right now, I couldn't agree more with that statement...so I should just stop talking/blogging/updating...

I appreciate your support and love.
Say a prayer for Vin, if you believe in that sort of thing...he needs to stop being comfortable, and I need to have myself back!

sidenote: if you wonder if I have tried to get him out...oh, you have no idea!
brisk walks, jumping jacks, bike rides, fresh pineapple, spicy food, and the other things we all know...I tried those too...nothin'.

18 comments:

Kristina P. said...

OH, Evonne, I am so sorry things are sucky right now. I hope he comes soon and you return back to your old self.

Tiffany said...

Oh Von! I totally understand!! I feel like I'm looking at an alien!! Good Luck and you will both be in my prayers!!

Jerilee E. said...

I'm prayin for that boy to come on out! The end of pregnancy sucks- why don't these babies understand that it's way more fun out here?

brandon and jakell said...

* HUGS * we will miss you! Take care of yourself and see you soon with that new little one! Good luck!

Emily said...

You do what you gotta do to survive sometimes, babe. We all understand. LOVE YOU!

Screwed Up Texan said...

I understand--looking forward to when you update after the birth of your child.

Camille said...

We'll miss you, but at least we know your next posts will be exciting ones! :) Hang in there!

Jenni and Chad Stewart said...

The end of pregnancy is no fun for sure! You ARE definitely a positive upbeat person. You are right to allow yourself some time to get back to "normal", because you will! And as a sidenote . . .you look very pretty!

Tarahh77 said...

Good luck - Try and relax and hang in there! Can't wait to hear that everything is better. I agree, you look beautiful even though you feel yucky.

Frieda Loves Bread said...

Take a nice, long break! We'll be hear, ready and waiting for ya! (Love, love the photo of you!)

Paige Taylor Evans said...

Thinking of you! Hoping Vin is on his way right now as I type this! Hope you come back to the blogging world soon, I'll miss you!

Michelle said...

(((hugs))) I'm sorry, I hope you get back to your happy self too.

Rachel Sue said...

I am (not fondly) remembering the last week of pregnancy right now. And I don't blame you. It will all get better soon.

Oh, and the only thing that worked for me in the whole self inducement arena was cleaning my entire house and making a big dinner. Works every time!

Although I have heard positive things about the garlic chicken pizza at Trio for inducing. . .

Brenda said...

We love you so much! Keep your chin up your big day is just around the corner, I'm sure of it.:)
Don't wait tooooo long to post about your little guy okay?!

Steph said...

Oh my Evonne! Please let me know if I can help with anything. I LOVE to cook. I will make you anything your heart desires. I don't even like cleaning at all but for you... I will scrub corners, toilets, and floors. You name it and I am there!

Cranberryfries said...

Just for the record regardless of how you felt you came across on your blog I still view you as a super postive person. In fact just last week I was thinking about writing up a post on my blog about being happy and finding joy in life and I was thinking about who I wanted to interview for it. Your name was the first one that sprang to mind. Obviously I know you're a bit preoccupied so I haven't asked you yet but I just thought I'd pass along that I think you are awesome!

Lace said...

Evonne, I've just been thinking about you and wondering how you're doing. Good Luck! Soon you'll have your little guy in your arms (if you don't already). *hugs*

Unknown said...

I love you. Pregnancy is HARD...you deserve a break. Here if you need me! xoxo